that's life.-stroms appeared?

oh yea, I'm here. Lots of things changed. That is life, which was given by God. I just when back from the Dig Deep Camp last week, it was really a nice camp, not boring at all seriously except those break time lah. I started to know God's words more, nice camp ever! I met quite a lot of friends there, nice people with nice look. (: I knew lots of friends from Labuan, they're nice enough.

I'm having a relationship with someone, I don't know whether I'm making the right decision or what. All I want is just a simple life and nothing else. No hurts... I don't know whether this guy suit me or what, let the God leads me. Maybe someone feels like I'm choosing those guy with good family background, but I want to let them know that I AM NOT. And so sorry for the one that I didn't appreciate enough. As chinese peoples say, 没有选你是我吃亏，而不是你. I still remember the time when you asked me are you good enough. Let me makes that clearer, you are good enough, the problem is like.. I just don't know why. yeah,maybe my fault?

Having a relationship isn't that bad? Not really? For me,its like.. you know how to discipline yourselves, and no harm on your studies, and that's good. I should've overcome the fears, and no one will know what is that.. No one knows, hardly explain. Sometimes I feel like I AM SO STINGY. Really very stingy,very very stingy. I think I hurt lots of people...................

18 of Sept.

Pictures of today. We are bored, bored till death.

The saddest day ever ):

When I got to know I got the wrong answer, my heart totally sank. No one would know how sad am I at that very moment. I just don't know why. I was so concentrated on the experiment and I knew nothing were going wrong. The answer should be ammonium chloride,obviously. BUT, the answer teacher gave was SODIUM CARBONATE. Carbonate and chloride is totally different and it was not related to each other.

Nitric acid mixed with silver nitrate, white precipitate formed. Chloride? WT.....? Try and stand on my side and know my feeling. Ok, let's talk about ammonium. I add nessler's solution, brown pricipitate formed. If brown precipitate formed, sodium is out mah, kan? For those who study Chemistry, you will know what am I talking NOW.

I am the leader. The only group which get the 2 wrong answer was my group. I am so confident but.. !@#$%^&* Then, the whole gorup need to pay RM 10 per person. Actually, I am not concerned about the $$ problem, I just want to know the reason. I test the chloride 3 times and ammonium 4 times oh! ............. Jude broke the test tube, lagi mao littt....

I didn't sang at all after the Chemistry lesson. Xian xian, the one who keep asking me to stop singing everyday, asked me to sing. She said she allowed me to sing everyday. Lol...

17 of Sept, my saddest day EVER.

Happy days

My Xian Xian.

Uinah, who is that?

My report become like this? What Uncle Najib ah?

My present.

The boys and me.

I looked damn ugly.

Kisses. Who is the unpro photographer?

Me .

Hey hey, I'm not ticking my nose.

Yvonne and Olive.

The girls.

I looked happy, obviously.

Yvonne and Olive again.

Me and Teng (fa hao po)

The girls and King Kong.

The boys and me.

Best friends ever.

Back view of me. =)

My pro look. =)

12 Sept. 2009

I went to school early morning because teacher asked us to come for extra Chemistry class, it actually ended at 10 but she was too excited until she forgot what was the time. 10.30 a.m. we couldn't bear for it anymore, so we told her. Then, I went down to the canteen to have a meeting about the farewell dinner. 11.30 a.m. me persis ang jag followed Thein Moli's car to Marco Polo to choose the menu. We choose menu 1, simply choose d lah. We waited Khoo's arrival at the ground floor. Then, he fetch Alaine back to her shop and sent me to Bonia. I accompanied Persis to buy the ribbon for the cert.

At night, I went to Yatch Club to celebrate my birthday with all of my best friends, 16 of them came, quite a lot of them. I thought Teng invited few of them only but it turned up 16-Sweet Sixteen =) We really had fun over there, we played snookers and of course, we took a lot of the pictures as memories. Teng made Choc. cake for me, thanks anyway, I know you love me, lol...

I recieved quite a lot of messages from my friends, happy happy =) I got angpau also. hehe..

13 Sept. 2009

It was my birthday, I'm Sixteen. Taylor Swift, you should make one song entitled " Sixteen ". The song " Fifteen " made by you was really really nice.

I woke up as usual. I dressed up myself and went to shop with my family members. I had my hair cut, finally. My mum paid for me, my birthday mah! lol.. After I got ready for all the presents, I went home. I recieved one message and calls from Teng, she said I need to wear dress. I was like WHATTHE!@#$? It was just a farewell dinner, and I need to wear dress? What a shame? It sounded so formal right? Dress oh? Installation baru dress lah, adui... I went there around 7, after I had prepared all the cert for all the BODs, then the dinner started. The MC was Gabriel. He did it very very well, that's his talent, obviously. I was the first one who finish the food, not because I was si sit lah. Those girl zha liang zha liang bah, move so slow. Adui.. Persis asked me to be the photographer because she wanted to take her dinner. So, I promised her. Walk here, walk there. Capture here, capture there, quite fun lah. Then one of the rotarian asked me whether I was the professional or not. You know why he asked me? Because the way I dressed exactly look like a pro photographer. Lol... They sang Birthday song to me. XD

The dinner ended around 9, quite early loh. I followed Khoo's car, on the way to Bonia was really happy and fun somemore. We sang Rihanna-Hatin On the Club, they even shouted NAJIB when we passed by the roads in front of the Promenade Hotel. I remember we sang "Ohhhh~ You hatin me on the club, cause you took my love, Oh~ you took my love.... WHOAHHH~ " Thomas couldn't bear anymore and he asked Khoo to open the window but no one listen to him.

10.09.2009

Pink lady's birthday. No cakes for you, no cakes for you, lol.. I went to school this morning, as usual, nothing special. I just don't know why, I felt so sleepy and tired every lessons, I wanna sleep but can't. I don't think that I was the only one who feels tired. While we were waited the teacher to come, sure we will save our time to take a rest.

Chemistry homeworks again, cheer up!

It was kind of shock?

After I had completed all the invitaton card, I went to find Ms. Lee but she was not around so I headed for canteen to find Persis. Then, I saw Pink Lady and ask her whether she know that where Ms. Lee was. Then she said she was at the pejabat, I went back to pejabat again. I let her sign the report and gave her all the cards. When I was on the way to my class, I saw teacher Thein Moli, she smiled and came to my way.
Me & Ee Teng : Good morning,teacher! =)
Teacher : Tay Siaw Lei, you look like a model !
Me : Model, HARRRRR?
Teacher : What's your ambition? Do you wanna be a model?
Me : NO
Ee Teng : Yes teacher, she wants to be!
Me : waaaaaaa, what ohhhh?
Teacher : Nevermind, I will give you chances to be.
Me : What????
Ee Teng : What about me, teacher?
Teacher : You can be a GOOD housewife! hahaha...
Me: *laughing*
Ee Teng : Yerrrr...
Teacher : I know you can be a good housewife, no worries =)

Model? owww...

08.09.2009

I am so tired today, really have a lot of things to complete like the Interact Farewell Invitation Card, the minutes , redo the chemistry report, exercises and so on. Haiz... Malay lessons fir today were fun enough, really very creative loh, hahaha... The most creative one was the V.O.O's group. But mine also not very bad ah, got a lot of the student laugh at me also. I was doing somethings silly,haha.. Who am I oh? XD Then after the lessons, sivik again, oww, bored enough. I did my chinese homework for a period and another period, just sleep lah. Then, went down to canteen and buy something to eat loh, then chi chatting with friends again. They were planning to celebrate my Birthday at Yatch Club, keep begging me to go. "Okloh, I go" I answered. I think it was the time to let me relax loh, because long time didn't go out with them liao loh.

Lanjutan again, Moral lesson and Chinese. The Teacher Camillus very funny one lah, I always chat with my friends and if he saw it, sure call me stand up to read the passage d loh. Now, I got used to it, teacher no need to ask me stand it, I volunteered d bah. The lesson was too bored, so I just muk here muk there and keep looking at the map that stick on the wall, in front of me.

Finally, Ah Xian let me to wash her pencil box, because it was really dirty and I couldn't bear for it anymore, it's like full of dust and licin licin like that. First, I used Olive body shower to wash it, the water was so dirty. Then I used the Cranberry body scrub, Dettol and also the Strawberry one to wash. Ah Xian this people ah, aiyo, pencil box also lazy wash. She ask me to help her wash her school beg oh, adui...

I want bah

I feel like wanna have some wedges now, but I scare that the pimple. Pimple will never leave me, I wonder.

I was full.

Yesterday, I went for dinner at Yayasan Lau Gek Poh to represent my mum, she was outstation. So, I followed my dad to attend the wedding dinner, with my aunt and relative. I was so full seriously, haha... A lot of church members.

I went home around 10, listening to Jojo - Exceptional. You're nothing but exceptional. Then chat with friends through msn until 12 something.

How many kg I gained yesterday?

I made myself,boring.

Haha, I am bored, I want to complete all my homeworks, but I forgot to bring my pencil box. I need colour pens, I need my Shakers, I need my liquid paper, I need my highlighther, I need my SOFT eraser. I'm now at shop, doing nothing. Wasting time, I did. But nevermind lah, waste my time to relax mah.

I still feel like wanna do all my homeworks, but no pencil box bah! I woke up quite late today, 8 something, faster go to take my shower and dressed up myself. I thought my pencil box is inside my beg, but when I got that mood to continue my Chemistry note, nah, no pencil box, no need to do liao loh.

I am damn so hungry, nothing to eat, no money, no talk. Life is all about $$. People loves money, me loves money, don't you? haha.. No money, no need to eat lah, I get used to it already. Save money mah, then can keep fit pula. I always give excuses, not to go for jog. And now, I became a quite-fat people liao loh.

25 of August.

Holidays = No holidays.

My life was all about homeworks, books, tuitions. I am bored to death seriously, but studying was fun, I mean sometimes. Agree with me? I am having my one-week holiday, but I don't think that is a holiday week, its a homework week. Homeworks, homeworks, I have to admit that I love to do homeworks,hehe.. But if it were too much, then no good (: If it were too little,no good (: Moderate bah, I bet Teacher Wong San San will agree with me,haha..

Music + Homeworks = It makes me feel good.

Owww

Line problems occured, so I can only on9 at eastern plaza (:

Four days of the holidays were totally over, so its time to get back to school, I had no feeling about it. 4 pm went to tuition, then went to grandma's house took dinner. After dinner, back home then go to cell group. Then, go yamcha loh with cell members,haha... Interacting bah! Khoo fetched persis back home then went to long gai, somewhere around Sabindo, wanna muk ah gua, but rain oh, I only got to see one. Then, back to Nostalgia wait for marshal, actually we plan to go long gai again but it was raining cats and dogs, so we just cancel it and fetch pam and guo han home. Fun bah

Monday

WTF,yea? I went to shop around 9 then walk here walk there in the shop until 9.3o. No current wa, ngai! Two and a half hours oh, it really made me so so so so frustrated. Then I went to tuition, no current again. Night, I went to another tuition, no current again! 3 times o! Tawau? You're really xxxx. ^.^ I pay you money, but what you gave me are..? Aiya...

My Sunday,sunny day (:

Currently listening to Jordin Sparks - Don't let it go to your head.

Here's come the sunday, my sunny day, haha... What so funny? Nothing lah.. I am just so boring, forgive me, I am weird enough, hehe.. Tomorrow is a holiday, H1N1 holiday! I took breakfast, lunch and dinner. Now, I feel so full, quite regret already. I should skip one of it but nevermind lah, eat liao jiu suan liao. Today I went to jog, yeayea.. Burn the calories, yoyo~ Tonight actually wanna go to yamcha de but my mum wasn't allowed me to go, the reason was the H1N1 ! She said the virus are everywhere now. No permission then no need go loh,kan? I don't mind also.. uiseh...

Good news? Is it?

It is happened. I'm having holiday for 4 days! My St. Patrick also got bah, kai wan xiao! I got this news yesterday afternoon from one of the Form 2 students through msn. At first, I thought it was only a lie but hahaha.. who knows? It is real.

Yesterday I went to cell group, back to Renee's house. Yea.... After cell group, go yamcha with Mr. Khoo and his friends. He brought his lappy and show me the Ryla's pictures. I saw handsome o,ss leh me.. :P

Aikss..

I planned not to go to school today, but you know lah, I'm such a responsible person (XD). Actually today is my group to present the sejarah, I had taken all the documents, then no choices, I have to go. But aikss, Pang Fei San didn't go to school, so teacher asked us to do homeworks only, no presentation. Today only 7 periods, the first and second period only do the sejarah the forth and the fifth, I only open the English work books then the teacher teach teach teach. I ignored her and I open another page to read the stories. After she checked all the answers with the other students, I just turned back to the page and use my red pen and tick, ALL correct bah, you know why? Copy and Paste de mah! Easy job. Teachers said MAKE LIFE EASY! ^^ 1 hour, so damn boring, I could not stand for it. I tried to sleep but scare the teacher scold then I just take my book cover my face loh, but I didn't sleep lah, read stories only. 9.15a.m. recess time, I pass my thing to my teacher then go to library, place for me to chit chat rather than staying at the tapak. After recess, go back to my class. Teacher Fanny was not around, so I took my homewroks and went to library. I'm such a hardworking girl, don't vomit ah! It's true, what I mean is sometimes only lah. I went back to my class around 11, because Ms. Leong was in the class, the Math lesson last for 10mins. 11.10 went canteen to put down my bags and... walk to tapak loh! Mr. Tung got thing to say bah, H1N1! Kuhara 3 cases, St.Patrick only 1 case. Kuhara got holiday, My St. Patrick no oh.. But nevermind, I'm not going to school on Monday, maybe lah.. My class 12 people absent, pandai betul. A lot of the prefects have to quarantine themselves, pity them.

It's not a joke,but..

真的，我觉得我太肥了。我不可以吃饭，不然我真的会变大肥婆。我觉得我肥到太恐怖！哈哈哈哈！开玩笑的！可是，讲真的，我是很肥啦，顶不顺因为感觉上我的stomach涨涨！Aiyoyoyo.. Nolah,Im actually to bored... :$

Yea..

Friday school , tuition , cell group , sleep

Breakfast, It is important!

Ham, organic spaghetti sauce with cereal bread and a cup of yogurt juice. Everythings were prepared by my father. XD I am a lazy bug, I wont do my own breakfast. I ate one slices of bread before I go to school and another one for me to eat it at school. Another tupperware is the "COCO CRUNCH".

Lunch for today, oww.. Everythings are organic, even the rice also organic. Rice with organic spaghetti sauce, organic carrot, oraganic egg. I then added some tomato sauce and ketchup, I add both! The sauce and the ketchup are organic too!

Dinner Yea yea, I didn't take my dinner!

I was on the top of the world, why?? heheh...

I passed my physics test lah, I thought I will fail it with " flying colours " but haha... You know I know lah.. You dont know, dont know lah... Eh, eh, eh... Why this sentence all lah lah lah..? Because I am too happy LAH!

I went to cell group at aunty annie's house. (: After cell group, we went to Nostalgia by Khoo's car. We arrived there almost 10.30 then topher ask us whether we wan to join them or not. Haha, then me, my sis and SiewFoong follow fatt's car to Yumyum. I felt extremely sleepy and tired because I arrived home almost 1 already.

Over (:

Test is over,3 days only mah, ONLY! But do you guys know how tired am I? It was just a test, but I take it serious. Subjects for today are Dewan Masyarakat and Add. Math. Luckily I didn't waste lots of my time to do revision because it was not that difficult,but i still unable to answer SOME of the question. Teacher distributed our test paper, the one made me quite sad was the Math. Actually I got 8 over 10, but I think that was really bad. Well... I passed my DM! I just study for the 40 words then who knows I stil able to pass. I'm proud of myself, wahahahaa... I read Sam's Reader Digest's during the Biology and Malay lesson after the reccess. Actually I haven't finish my biology reports but I just ignored it, need to relax mah,just finish my test oh.

After the Biology was Malay lesson, teacher distributed our test paper, my marks damn low :$ Anyway,I passed my DM then enough already,I got 34 over 50 then the teacher said " Tay Siaw Lei dapat 34, wa, sejarah! " "WAAAAAA....." I'm not that bad loh, last time my novel also got almost full marks. But after I checked the test paper, I found that my marks was actually 33, then I went to meet the teacher.

Me : Cikgu, saya dapat 40 lah!
Pn. Ku : Macam mana kamu boleh dapat 40? Hahaha..
Me : Waaa... Cikgu, kenapa tak boleh?
Pn. Ku : Yalah, mana yang salah?
Me : Tak lah cikgu, markahku sebenarnya 33.
Pn. Ku : .....

Lifess

Since the test paper were given back to us then the teacher started to divide our group again,8 groups. To my realization,those who got high marks will be the leaders. Then,of course,I was been choosen to be one of the leaders,that's not what I want. Being one of the leaders is not that good. Leaders need to take up the punishments if the members did not get to answer the question that the teacher ask or they did not complete the homework or notes. That is scary man!

Teacher WSS rearranged out seating plan again. I thought she wouldn't change my seat,but who knows? She changed. No more chances to sit with my Xian. :( Now,I sit besides Choo,the one who talks less. People like me so talkative,couldn't get used to this situation lah,of course! But sitting besides her also not that bad lah,only cannot talk with Xian mah,nevermind one. *self-consule*

YT

OFF your lappy,and go to bed. GO NOW!

The days after the exam.

I feel relieved now. The exam is over,yahoooo~ Can sleep as late as I could. But sometimes I was just so worried about my result,because I didn't do well in the exam. ): But never mind lah,it was over,OVER! I said OVERRRRRRR!! Have nothing to do this few days,so bored. What to do?

Geram~

I Hate To Go For Debate!!!

WE don't mention about shit as shit,but we mentioned it as FAECES! wahahaha~
Sound nicer than shit!!

Well...

I'm just too tiring this few days,maybe I do not have enough of sleep. I slept in class every periods,every days. C'mon,exam is coming few more weeks later,I don't even study one of the subjects,sure die one lah! As you guys know,a science students has to study a lot like Chemistry,Physics,Biology. This three subjects are already enough for me to study but I have no choice to take Add math. Account those very very FAN subjects! Haiz~ I do not know why those excellent students can get more than 10As? What kind of things contain in their brain ah? Is it different with others? Huh,whatever~

Heyhey,what happened to the Digi ah? Why can't sent out messages one?
DIGI DIGI DIGI DIGI DIGI !

I need to sit for the DEWAN MASYARAKAT,LEARN A WORD A DAY,and the TERMINOLOGIS *don't know I spell it corectly or not* tomorrow,AND I haven't do my revision for it! I can't fail my DM lah,if not I have to spend Pn.Ku. PASSSSSS!!! Bless meeee

^^

10 April 2009
Ah beng gogo's shop new opening. Me and my dad went to see dak dung qiang~ Who knows? I saw those red shirts gengs,they were the one who asked to play lion dance,a lil bit shocked. After that,I went to church for the 3 hours devosion,so bored,SHHHH~ Then,I went to add. math tuition. Finish tuition then rush to my grandma house to take my dinner and change my cloth because I need to rush to the church for the audition before 6.30. Arrived church,Raymond fetch me and my sister back home to change vivian's shoes loh,so macam one~ Around 9,we went to Pc fair with Marshal,Khoo and Raymond to fetch someone and then Nostalgia. I got to see loong,lun and Y's car,wahahah...His car turns white,looks nicer! I tot he was there,who knows,he was at home. He msg me and told me tat he was sick.^^

11 April 2009
I woke up around 6 and recieved message form bb. He said he need to play lion dance at SMK Twu wa then went to Indon or India *not sure* to teach people there to play lion dance,uiseh,quite pro. Then,me and my family went to sweep my uncle's grove. It was blazing hot! After that,I straight away went to school to wrap my table. When I arrvied,my table already wraped by Alaine,terima kasih! hehe~Then I went down to get the new wraper for my class and 4M ,quite fun lah,really.

I slept around 10,then I got a call from 2202. I answered the call.
Y : ''Im XXX,wanna come out or not?"
Me : "Now?"
Y : " Are you sleeping?"
Me : "YA,I want to sleep,I don't want to out"
Y : "Why? Come out lah!"
Me : " Later need to go to church bah!"
Y : "Are you dreaming? Hahahaha"
I looked at my phone,and it was 00.03! OMG,I tot already morning pula!
Me : "YALOH,I'm dreaming! Hahaha"
Y : "Come out lah!"
Me : " I want to sleep,ok,BYE~"

I was so embarrasing lah,really. whatever lah~GRRR

what am I doin?

See,how dirty my shoes?

Yea,tats me!

one,two,three

2009

My life of 2008 had just over. Its time for me to start my another new year-2009. I don't know what will happen in this year,but i think everythings will go in a smoothy way like the pervious year. First of all,i would like to praise god for everythings. Thanks that i got 7As in PMR,quite happy when i got to know my result. I really expect that i will only got not more than 6As,but well...hmm..WHO KNOWS??? I got 7As!!! Maybe im not good as my other friends,but for me,its really enough.Hehehe...! I will be in class Berlian next year. Guess what? I got a laptop as my present! Its not a dream,its happened in a real life.

Few days later,the school is reopen,quite exciting but i hate to wake up early in the morning. I hate the sound when the alarm rang,so annoying! Im studying form 4 this year,for me,I think its different with the other 3 years, the subject that i need to learn has a BIG different. Hope that all of my bestie can same class with me,but it will not happen lah! Aiya! I'll only got the oppurunity to same class with them in my dreams!

Hope that all of us have a nice day! Bye!