that's life.-stroms appeared?

oh yea, I'm here. Lots of things changed. That is life, which was given by God. I just when back from the Dig Deep Camp last week, it was really a nice camp, not boring at all seriously except those break time lah. I started to know God's words more, nice camp ever! I met quite a lot of friends there, nice people with nice look. (: I knew lots of friends from Labuan, they're nice enough.

I'm having a relationship with someone, I don't know whether I'm making the right decision or what. All I want is just a simple life and nothing else. No hurts... I don't know whether this guy suit me or what, let the God leads me. Maybe someone feels like I'm choosing those guy with good family background, but I want to let them know that I AM NOT. And so sorry for the one that I didn't appreciate enough. As chinese peoples say, 没有选你是我吃亏，而不是你. I still remember the time when you asked me are you good enough. Let me makes that clearer, you are good enough, the problem is like.. I just don't know why. yeah,maybe my fault?

Having a relationship isn't that bad? Not really? For me,its like.. you know how to discipline yourselves, and no harm on your studies, and that's good. I should've overcome the fears, and no one will know what is that.. No one knows, hardly explain. Sometimes I feel like I AM SO STINGY. Really very stingy,very very stingy. I think I hurt lots of people...................