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any things happen within this few months, cant I accept that SPM is just around the corner. Honestly speakin, I really haven prepare myself yet for it, its like "nvm lah, I stil have 30 days, 20 days.. now 10 days?!!" I don't know what to say, 10 days to determine my future? The 10 days after to prove my hard works in this two years? I am totally speechless.

I think my mood to start my revision has came back to me, glad that I start doin my revision tho I know it's a bit too late now but I believe that nothing is impossible.
My forecast result was okay, but I think I can have a better one if I start doin my revision earlier? I wondered why I cant get a good result in physics eventho I did try my very best to score for it?

I've been thinking to switch off my phone for a month but it was no avail. Luckily, I did succeed in some case - no facebook til end of my spm. I'm half way towards my goal ! If I failed to do so, I might fail in my spm, kiddin lah, haha.

Yea, my current life is like okay? I'm good enough, I'm fine. ^^"

Sometimes I think Im good enough in certain subject but then after that I won't continue to do something to achieve a better grade, that's the thing that i hate myself the most. I am so proud. >.<

Yea, I'm tired seriously this few weeks. Shud I say that I was busy with all my homeworks or revision? Hmm.. No idea what to say.

new chap

Like what people said, that was then and this is now. So, people should've live their life to the fullest, includin me myelf. I just get stucked in my studies, havin a serious problem. My time management were poor enough seriously. I've an indescribable feelin, its everthing wasn't going right. What should I do? I was totally in a dilemma, give me some ideas. wuhuuuuu~ Only few days but yet it seemed so long. Exam's killin me, my brain cells, everything. Im tired of readin, memorizin useless thngy that i might forget within a day. Everthing goes wrong. I think I should've some fun time just to rewind. Honestly speakin, I like to study. But, if too much for me to study, I will just hate it.

I am sittin in front of the com, listening to the song pyramid, just too nice for me to listen, feel the loveeee. i think i go crazy ssooonnn. I am nervous, scared, tiring, all sorts of feelingsss. Not a good sign. Tadang!